i feel so insecure =[ not confident to go for my ballet exam. im taking two grade exam and my hair is now SHORT! and ms.chin ask me why i cut i was like "errr..errr..cause..i donno how to take care of my hair" (ermm..quite a good reason right? LOL.) den shes like "oh.donno how to take care of your hair ah? if donno how next time wait after exam den nie cut..but not too late edi" den i was like "er..ya =/"
i seriously i donno how..my bar work all not sure..plus my CHARACTER DANCE! gosh! i donno how =[ i feel like crying. feel so uncomfortable dancing with my short hair..my hair is nice..but den i donno lah..sometimes abe&i also feel like quitting ballet..cause both of us like too busy and too lazy to go for ballet class..i don't feel like taking exam..but den i pay RM360 ringgit for exam fees..so i have to lah..=[ so sad..plus i fall down from the stairs that day..my bone still kinda pain..GOSH! i donno lah..and i have to go ballet class each grade twice a week..but i go once a week for each grade..cause my schedule all clash..i use to go ballet at thursday two hours and sat three hours but now..i din go thursday edi..cause class at 6 to 8 and school end at 6.40 and do you think i still got time to go for ballet? i don't think so...my teacher say if like that..i can go early in the morning..but i got enrolment prep. early in the morning..like almost everyday..and after enrolment..i think my ballet exam fin. edi...so..i donno how lah..plus i very teruk edi..and 27 feb '09 is my exam!!! GOSH! i can't concentrate when the teacher is teaching me..cause i go to school early in the morning..like almost everyday i have to wake up at 7.30 am..and go to school run here and there do this and that until 6.40 pm..so most prob i will be either sleeping in the class or looking at my teacher face so call "paying attention" but actually im just looking at her and my mind keep on repeating "I WANNA SLEEP! I WANNA SLEEP!" haih. second month of school only ahh!!!! busy till like mad ar!!!
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hey pei qi, same here, sometimes i felt so stressed up with those school stuffs and then mine 4 times a week ballet. sometimes felt like quitting so damn bad, but i know i will regret if i quit. haih, now i feel so regret i decided to take part in competition this year may, i paid 100+ so i cant quit ady. so stress, need to choreograph uself and stuffs, and ms chin doesn't really care bout it. I WANA QUITTTT!!! but cannot .TT
ReplyDeletehaih now when ms chin ask have i found music for my dance i felt like crying man, i dun even know where and how to find music after finding need to choreograph somemore. TT. i also dont know why that time i was so excited about joining competition, maybe that time holiday and i too free ady, and i felt like improving myself, but now, NO TIME, LAZY!
ReplyDeletesigh, anyway, gambate pei qi, dont quit ballet.=) u will regret seriously. and, u so good sure can one larh, see see result out that time u tell me u got 90+ for both ballet exams. HAHAHA. =))
ReplyDeletechill peiqi. try fix ur time then. And try not to come everyday for enrolment prep. You can come 3 days a week. Not too much. (: I know enrolment is coming but don't get too stressed. U may fell sick on enrolment. =] take care ya. hehes.
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