Sunday, February 8, 2009

i feel like talking with hilda or leena now..i donno lah..HAIH! i everything also donno..i just feel like doing it..lols. just why i go cut short my hair..cause i feel like doing it..i know is so DUMB![actually..i also donno why ppl always use dumb..dumb is for those ppl who cannot talk..lol. i donno lah..] until my teacher go and ask me why i cut..and i wanted to say "cause i want to try something new.." luckily i din say that..cause she kinda bad mood that day..and im smart enough..i go say "cause i donno how to take care of my hair" lols. i expect her to answer me "why don't you cut bald?" LOL! i know is so..is so..is..i also donno..SEE! i always "donno" like what melenie say..im a boob..but actually i don even know what is "im a boob" means..i know what is "boob" lah..but i donno lah...what she trying to say..let me copy our conversation.....



P E I Q I says:
HAHAHHA!
Mel Hew says:
haha
Mel Hew says:
actually i got NO stuff to do wan..
Mel Hew says:
thats why i come online
Mel Hew says:
hahahaa
P E I Q I says:
isee.
P E I Q I says:
actually..i also one lorh..
P E I Q I says:
i donno why i keep on thinking i got stuff to do..
P E I Q I says:
but actually..i got nothing.
Mel Hew says:
cos you're a boob..
Mel Hew says:
lol
P E I Q I says:
cause im a boob?
Mel Hew says:
haha
P E I Q I says:
what can a boob do lah..?
Mel Hew says:
i'm talking nonsense la..
P E I Q I says:
i know.
P E I Q I says:
i also crap with you lah..
P E I Q I says:
cause im so bored..
Mel Hew says:
haha
Mel Hew says:
you know fareesha?


lol. is so.......so....I DONNO WHAT TO SAY!
BYE!

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i feel so insecure =[ not confident to go for my ballet exam. im taking two grade exam and my hair is now SHORT! and ms.chin ask me why i cut i was like "errr..errr..cause..i donno how to take care of my hair" (ermm..quite a good reason right? LOL.) den shes like "oh.donno how to take care of your hair ah? if donno how next time wait after exam den nie cut..but not too late edi" den i was like "er..ya =/"

i seriously i donno how..my bar work all not sure..plus my CHARACTER DANCE! gosh! i donno how =[ i feel like crying. feel so uncomfortable dancing with my short hair..my hair is nice..but den i donno lah..sometimes abe&i also feel like quitting ballet..cause both of us like too busy and too lazy to go for ballet class..i don't feel like taking exam..but den i pay RM360 ringgit for exam fees..so i have to lah..=[ so sad..plus i fall down from the stairs that day..my bone still kinda pain..GOSH! i donno lah..and i have to go ballet class each grade twice a week..but i go once a week for each grade..cause my schedule all clash..i use to go ballet at thursday two hours and sat three hours but now..i din go thursday edi..cause class at 6 to 8 and school end at 6.40 and do you think i still got time to go for ballet? i don't think so...my teacher say if like that..i can go early in the morning..but i got enrolment prep. early in the morning..like almost everyday..and after enrolment..i think my ballet exam fin. edi...so..i donno how lah..plus i very teruk edi..and 27 feb '09 is my exam!!! GOSH! i can't concentrate when the teacher is teaching me..cause i go to school early in the morning..like almost everyday i have to wake up at 7.30 am..and go to school run here and there do this and that until 6.40 pm..so most prob i will be either sleeping in the class or looking at my teacher face so call "paying attention" but actually im just looking at her and my mind keep on repeating "I WANNA SLEEP! I WANNA SLEEP!" haih. second month of school only ahh!!!! busy till like mad ar!!!